Shag

I shed tears which ended up wasted, awww. Things got better, like always. But not like before, sigh :( I'll have to compromise then hais.. never knew how much this idiot brother meant to me. Off to dota w him and YS!!

YS, thx for being there though you really werent much of a help. :> Supposedly leaving Singapore w a heavy heart but now it became much lighter lol. Now im worried about my dearest sister, i hope you can get over w it. It's like you're being played, it's not fair we all hate games like this when things get better and it have to end so quickly. Cherish him while you still can, always here for you XX. While you're not always here for me!! HAHA but it doesnt matter lub you all the same. <3

Some bitch shld rly keep her mouth shut ;o She KMA pls. K bye, leaving in less than 6 hours.

Chance

those h2h talks..

Sorry for being missing in action for so long. I think i'll be back very soon, and no im not fucking attached you morons. ESP Mah Yihui who's in Malaysia and still owe me my fucking domo. Fuck him for being so dumb. Ya anyway will be back aft re constructing my blog which is gonna start in idk when no due date no stress! Stress free ftw, meanwhile enjoy the post!

I shall only elaborate on yesterday!! Met Yunshen @ Cityvibe, fuck it we were playing hide and seek and was on the phone w my dearest Mavis sist to calm me down -.- Headed to Macs for breakfast, saw familiar faces. Trained to Tiong to catch up w the rest before cabbing to ECP. Rented bikes @ somewhere near Mac. Outing @ ECP was just so very the fun. Fuck, it was my first time on a fast moving bicycle not an immobile one ok. I was screaming my lungs out, cycled from macs to changi and back. But the funny thing is.. I didn't know how to cycle even after everything!! Why? It's bcos double seaters bike works wonder!! Ooooolala~ Ok crazy. But i rly didn't work much, only some parts whr i asked Yunshen to rest while i cycled w a load of two person and still was able to caught up w Mavis sist infront of me!! Powaaaaaaa, but was panting like mad already.. gosh >: But anyway, was leading throughout yay!! After riding, saw Amos & co. So and so happened. More info below thx.


Pictures:

Was @ Tiong w YS, Mavis & Rebecca waiting for the rest.




Just look at my cute lil sister's face. Was leading so took a break and waited for the rest to arrive and snapped - otw to changi :)


Jiayi and i were trying to take a breeze and get wet after returning from Changi while the rest were having a cozy break at some table.



But not forgetting pictures w her!! She wrote something but sadly i didn't take a pic of it.

Solo.



Presenting my dearest sist - inserts millions of hearts - we headed somewhere near big splash and camwhored while YS was one side having his emotional breakdown cos of me -_______-


Found a balloon and sist wanted to take a pic w it. Then it went back to the sea w a blow from me :) In the BG you can see YS emo-ing :o

Then nightfall, sist on the phone!!

In between went to KFC @ big splash for my dinner. Black pepper ya? Hot ttvm. Sist & YS waited for ages for me to finish my 10.90 dinner LOL you know i know right. Amos & co were having BBQ near big splash. No more pictures to cont cos my phone went flat i guess due to blasting of music throughout the bike journey :< Went over to sat down w YS @ the beach while sist & JB had their time. Aw, am so happy for sist!! <3 Sist, thanks for yesterday k hehehehehe rly had alot of h2h talks w you recently, love you to bits. And YS, pls cheer up k. Also had h2h talk w you, will return you your ezlink soon hahahaha!

Reached home @ 10. After washing up and everything, sist gave me a call and said she got caught up in some blardy trouble cos of somebody -________- But everything was okay later on, was on the phone all the way till 3AM w diff ppl.

Overall, yesterday was great. Time for sister to blog, ppl have been waiting for me to finish this blardy post. Goddamn i took so long, finally finished this then i can head back to dotA woot.

Going Malaysia on Monday.
To see ostrich/ostriches. I dont even know if i spelt it correctly -.-

Lift me up.

Like expected im fine but save your -.- faces, imma positive girl so things dont bring me down easily. Things got better that's why im very fine naoz. You people have been pestering me to put back my tagboard!! I will do so in time, but i'll try something new like a comment box if ive the time to redo my blog skin. Just so lazy these days, if only homework cld be burnt and ignored!! I tried coming out w a post yesterday night at 4am w my phone thru wifi but when i wanted to publish it, something went wrong awwwww. :(

Went out w Zachary yesterday till night. Really did alot of workout, he had a taste of my wrath :) Back off suckers! Ok la joking. Stuffs happened. Leong Yunshen, pls takecare XX.

I love Hambaly bro & Mavis sis 2 bits. End here.

I hate goodbyes.

Tagboard removed. I dont wish to entertain/reply tags anymore.
And no, im not encountering any childish fuckers in my blog :) I just wanna take a break from everything.

I dont get the phrase, "if i had a single flower for thinking for each time i think of you, i could walk forever in my garden" it means the person always leaves your mind and comes back again and then you relate to the song "You Make Me Wanna - Blue" part of lyrics is you're the first and last thing on my mind. Haha hilarious..

After being vigilant and rejecting heartbreakers-to-be for god knows how long, you appeared. You didn't had the looks or the words to please. I vowed to not cross over the line and to make it even more safe, i threw my temper and gave you fits to deal w on purpose. All are unnecessary but both sides get to be tamed behind the line. Nothing more than friends. We proved that emotions are contagious. All this while, i thought you were nothing. I have tons of people like you to deal w, they're irritants. But just when you'd stop i felt like i lost something important and let out a tear i havent felt for so long. I love the way i took you for granted :) Perhaps this feeling wld go away the next day, it'll prevent further heartaches for you anyway.

Rain rain go away, come again another day.

After reading your last message, i was trying to give you a reply. But fate decides my phone goes flat.

Sigh

Woke up in the evening, headed out for dinner @ Macs. Stuffs happened which idw to elaborate on, only friends know im buey hiao bai to boast about it :) If i say it here, you guys wld go omg shes just bragging lame shit. So just stfu thx. My moodswings are terrible nowadays man. :(

I fucking webcammed like mad till my cam spoil zz. It dropped several times from above the computer then the whole ball joint of the cam connecting the stand came off. So now it's a cam on a ball which cant balance itself, much less say, webcam again. (i'll have to hold it lmao)

Perhaps one of the last screenshots ever! Aw. Here it is:


Harrison

That guy kept making fun of me. But the funny thing is he dk im taking screenshots, despite me having to ask him turn right and left(to pose) revenge pls. Hah.

P/S today im totally crapping and i didn't think twice before i type, much less backspacing and retyping(usual). This is one of my fastest post!! Finished it in 15 minutes, can you believe it?!?!

Save your blardy comments thx. :) Fuck PMS. Time to dotA. I got 5 wins 1 loss! YAY ME.

OFF TO INSTANT NOODLES FIRST

Tell me how.

Suffering for what i have not asked for.

Im a slave 4 you - Britney Spears

"I know I may be young, but ive got feelings too. And i need to do what i feel like doing. So let me go and just listen. All you people look at me like imma lil girl, well did you ever think it'll be okay for me to step into this world."

Just a few more years XX. Sigh, realised im so dependant now. DotA dotA dotA until i vent my anger on alot of ppl. Yunshen is one of my most innocent victims :) Sorry.

Sister cheer up, if she move one step forward you move one step back. Let the slut-to-be have that good-for-nothing :) He doesn't deserve you what the fuck.

Compromise.

Hambaly bro is a fking beng, his mama fly la. (LOL)

I wanna finish my homework :(

Anyway, Mavis sist texted me saying she was excused from Canoeing for two blardy months. Happy for her where she finally can take a break + no TPK gl face only!! Fuck it ok, she even mentioned hospital, her injuries so serious :(

Anyway.. I went over to see the bodehhhhhhhs @ Science Centre. You know i know right? :> Had lunch & dinner @ TPY before and after the trip to SC.

Earlier on this morning, Hambaly & Simon cabbed over from chambers. Lots of bikers @ Mac. Walked around like mad trying to find Hougang Green hahahaha joke! Nvm, went over to ton @ Darryl's house. Beckah came down to pick me up. They two didn't wanna tag along and said to be waiting for me. Beckah mentioned my dearest twin van wee was w them earlier on but left early due to work awwww, missed her so much :( Beckah was telling Darryl downstairs got beng, which is my cb kor la omg zz fuck his orang utan hair. Slap him next time only. When i was done, i went home & PS the two jokers earlier on! Hahahaha so sorry. :(

Tomorrow going JE swimming pool. Oh my god, imma have a hell of a time(if i used the phrase correctly) hehehehe. Ok some pros wanna pwn me :( No ladder games for me yea!! Imma keep my 100% 1 win 0 lose zai!!!!!!! Ok hahahahaha joker.

Cheer up guys.

It's an irony where the B&W effect makes it seem so emotional.. HAHA but whatever, Imma happy kid so you all shld be 2. Esp my Hambaly bro! I hope things wld be better for you. :>

Ok, it's seems to be a daily routine for me to have 12 hours of sleep everyday. Hahaha, never failed to be called a pig when i finally replied my messages in the late afternoon :/ Supposedly having dinner @ AMK but had bread for dinner instead though i was starving. Yay, great diet!! All bcos somebody is obsessed over L4D2 and wldn't budge from his seat -.- Imma dotA soon. Xoxo!

Hehz.

Got woken up by mutiple spam calls zz. Claudia called me early in the morning, was waiting for the vibration to end which seems forever.. wonder what's so impt that she dw to tell me when i woke up ltr in the late afternoon. Zachary & Jeremiah spammed calls in the afternoon. Was trying to write a letter to Fann Wong in my dream as we were at loggerheads and yet my phone keep vibrating !@#$%$#@! I finally gave in and answered the call. Hahaha about my dream, have no idea why. My dreams are always random & kewt and my dear Mavis sist knows that! :>

Anyway, they asked me to go down to Tiong which is abit crazy cos i just woke up. I screamed at Zac, and he told me its quite impossible that i just woke up cos ive retaliated w gutso! Hahaha lmao. I asked him to come over instead, he sure is quite smart despite my lousy advices on directions. But also stupid at the same time to come so far just for a short while - I didnt wanna spend so much time downstairs and wanna get back @ my comp asap. Jeremiah didn't come as he was doing _____ (vaguely audible when Zac was talking) So i was saying.. aft weeks that Zac was trying to ask me out, he shld be satisfied he met me for half and hour or so wahahahahaha. Im mean! But at least i lead him to the bustop where he wld bused down to find Jeremiah somehwere @ AMK.

Yihui was telling me Brown Eyed Girls are coming over to SG @ Fort Canning on Sat. (http://www.sundownfestival.sg/) Oh my god, Brandon if you see this PM me pls!! Ga-in siolz. :o

And i sure do miss Hambaly bro. Still in the crazehhhh webcam mood. ANYONE?!?!?

XX, till then.

XX

They're one of the many display pictures of mine. Surprised by its size? Much bigger ha! It's Dynamic! Only works for those w webcam. When changing dp, there wld be a button stating "Dynamic picture.." Click and pose 4 the cam. Been webcamming crazehhhhhh today!

I feel like ranting today..

I phoned w Yunshen @ 4 am today then followed by Zachary @ 5 am. Hahhaha! Was mad crazy early in the morning. Slept at 7, celebrated Jiangyi's bd in the afternoon. DotA-ed the whole night and yet again things that i've foreseen and dread came true :/ My dear Mavis sister is in deep shit naoz, can totally understand her. Now she hates TPK more than i do. Cheer up sist, TPK KMA pls. Love you very much XX. Anyway, class outing @ ECP soon. Manz, I hope Syahiran keeps to his word that he wld teach me cycling. :> Im very sure i'll get left behind aw!

Ok it's actually 3.41AM naoz. I started blogging hours ago, my screenshot button is not working :( So I'd to pester those webcamming w me to SS immediately just to have pictures to liven up the blog!! :> Was called to watch a draft match between Sylvester & Yunshen. Lmao, oops i did it again~ Mere kill steal leads to problem. Mark was the only friend of mine who didnt got involved, he kept putting up w Hock Liang & Hambaly's insults in one of the earlier games. I guess that's how matured he can be but he keeps telling me in msn how much he tahan & stuffs lmao!! The last game Mark was there to witness it too, totally hectic am i right? Hahaha. He claimed he farmed so well till the problem arises and we started to get owned. Like seriously, every time we come out to farm = as good as dead. HAHAHAHA, keep hearing owning. And all those sprees annoying zz. Yet they still bz typing. Back to the draft match.. Sylvester won but idk what happen aft that. Sylvester told me they brought the matter to phone and he was so pissed. Im on the phone w Yunshen & his friend naoz, so yeap.. both sides bitching about each other like madddddddd. Sigh :<

P/S Hamably bro was being a bastard on the phone earlier on w Hock Liang that cock :( I swear i hate HL. Totally pissed i tell you, but everything's okay naoz aft the mutiple spam of apologies from Hambaly bro. As for HL, hatred for life! ^-^


Zachary.


Mark.

Okok, it's 4.27 AM naoz, Yunshen is pissed @ me for taking so long. He walked over 20 blocks and i was still not done, chey who will believe. But yes, im known to blog for v long. ^-^ Alright, tired naoz. Xoxo, till then. Love you all.

Ugh

The min i woke up we headed off to Simei(My dear Yenping, once again for a short while only not that idw find you HAHA.<3) then Sengkang Swimming Complex. Have no idea why two of the multi-color slides were blocked, heard there was an accident from the lifeguard cos two boys holded hands wtf man. But what does it gotta do w the blockage?

Lunch @ Macs. Nvr bring ezlink, walked all the way to Compass Point. Within the 20 mins, alot of things happened ;o The strayed off bike was the most memorable though heehee. Arcade& shopped, homed at 8.

I wanted to take a mere reflection at 77th street but the shop assistant kept staring @ me :<

Fuck trust.

This wild brain can compromise no longer. It's sucha torture where it constantly needs to be tamed cos of its age. Always wanna have it its way end up trust starts to manipulate it & its tamer and it gradually finds its potential a waste..

One draft also can create havoc. Just trying to have my last game before i head back to sleep. Then Willy insisted, drag like mad when waiting for his friends, got so tired of kicking. Once game start, one sudd left = all leave. Rehost again, same thing but even longer, start same thing. Rehost? NO. Meng&Aloy dw play = I GG also no need play alrdy. End up everybody giving me attitude fk. Im not gonna let this happen the third time!! LOL. Always got caught in the middle, but time saving leh.. i'll have to take turns to play w so many diff ppl from tmr, sigh.

20NOV




This lady over here keeps spamming me w killerjo w/o knowing im the smart one
Killerjo.net anyone?

Really had a bad day, i wish Hambaly bro was here.. :<

I dont understand why

Twelve near one in the morning now, wanted to go find Willy to ton but was so tired aft got owning in DotA just now sigh!! HAHAHAHA.

Guess what? Thursday is my 2.4km retest, the second date as stated in form. I think im skipping it again :/

Anyway.. i dont get why friends of mine in their own diff company playing in a game can always lead to trouble, and PK to settle. EACH AND EVERY TIME. Ai mian zi only~ The other day i was so pissed :< Two teams were demanding. Both Jeremiah's & Chihan's team fighting the slots in Scourge just to PK w us LOL. Chihan fking unreasonable cos Jeremiah pm us first, everybody so pissed HAHAHA. INCLUDING ME OMG HAHAHA I FKED EVERYBODY PLEASE. And Chi han said FUCK twice omg, when he's always be the first one to kpkb when i say something.. wrong HAHAHA. Worth it hor?? Cos it was a rare sight lmao!! Imma nub horrrrrrr.

Ok, update soon. Love ya all xoxo.

Edited @ 3.20AM
HAHA im like super high naoz. Wasn't able to get divine before win omg. And I had assists like about 15, fuck Hambaly man HAHAHAHA! But my deaths was pwnage like 2 or 3 out of an hour game. Had agies twice. Fierce game y'know, everybody was lvl 20+ alrdy. Ya you shld know that's why i can farm for divine aft bf HAHAHAHAHA.

Am like catching up w Nicholas right naoz, hopefully i wld be able to meet him soon! Anyway, everybody's having r/s problems. Aw! Cheer up plox. And i've been thinking, when youre single you'll start to find quarrelling between couples ridiculous, pure nonsense(like as if you swear to god that will nvr happen to you the next time), but when you get into a r/s you only realize it goes w/o saying. Comes so naturally.. So yeap cherish all your bi(s), babies or whatsoever HAHAHAHA! Don't worry, be happy :o

P/S wld be uploading overdued pictures, Pamelia just had them uploaded. Soon alright. :> Tc guys.